Thursday, May 04, 2006
I'm in the midst of my exams. I'm not sure why I'm bothering to blog ahaha. I've got Literature tomorrow and I think it's gonna be real real difficult. Which means I'm gonna be real real dead. It's one subject that I find difficult to study. But I still like it. aha. OKay, this is a bore...nobody wants to know about my opinion of exams. I just discovered the 'world of the juniors a.k.a immatures'. I'm not implying that I am ALREADY matured and 'adult'. But these bunch of people are really......I don't have a word to describe them.....I think....LAme & Desperate. They're not childish in the I-tag-you-you-tag-me way but more in the I-want-to-be-grown-up way. Its REALLY funny if you hear what they actually do. I'm serious. I can't say which school they are from eventhough I know perfectly well. Let's just say their schools are supposedly to have students who are academically more capable than I (yeah, I know, I'm stupid). Sadly, I'm actually related to one of them. It's really shocking when I see how they behave....much like monkeys. Well, they WERE born in the year of the monkey. haha. There is some truth in astrology after all. I shall continue my investigation in the world of the lame monkeys. ;)Back to MY life, haha. Not that anyone wants to know about it. But I'll just blab on anyway, for myself. bwahaha. I sound so pathetic lol. I 'll say goodbye and see you go,Into the darkness of the night.I won't see you again, Good.You hurt me so much,I can barely feel myself.Numb by grief and hatred.All this time,You thought I was sleeping.I was awake.Watching you closely,Reaching out to touch you.You were unaware,I suffered in silence.MyEmotions entangled in webs of lies.I'm not depressed or suicidal. I just happened to write this at time. lol. Presently, I'm quite contented with my life though troubled by certain things. Ahh well, I'll just reiterate. I'm not depressed or suicidal. What I wrote in the 'poem' doesn't concern my feelings. If it does, it is indirect. ahaha. Ok, I'm overreacting. I think this is one of my longest post for a long long long long long time. haha. Ok. It's time for me to shutup. =) Till then...~·When you can dream, then you can startA dream is a wish you make with heart·~
Thursday, May 04, 2006 She's got style